Dementors

Nobody understands me.
I am all alone in this world.
why dont i die.
my fate is like that.
God wants me to suffer I dont know why,
Nobody is there when I need one,
I am unfit to live,
They were not smiling happily.....they r mocking,
Nobody respects me,
Nobody listens me,
what did i do why u hate me so much,
why everybody hates me,
You people will be happy only after I die,
You made me suffer a lot...dont cry when i die,
Why did i born in the first place,
oooh god why dont you take me from this hell,
Cant u see how much work i have to do...and u dont have a heart to help me,
oooh dont bother dear..i am born to suffer,
I am the unlucky person on the earth, no one loves me,
They dont love me because i am ugly,
I never got what i want

Did those statements sound familier to you....usually they are used by dementors 'regularly' on their target. Many use these statements once or twise when they are in depression. But the case with dementors is different.

Do you know what dementors are? If not let me 'enlighten' you. they are the magical creatures who can 'suck' happiness and hope out of you. Cool huh? Not exactly.They can glide and used as prison gaurds. After all a prisoner will try to escape from the prison hoping that he wont get caugt and could live happily thereafter. When these creatures suck the hope and happiness from them the prisoners dont have any motive to escape. Though they appear first time in Harry potter series, later I observed that the author of the series might have created them keeping a certain kind of people in mind. They are the real dementors around us. They could neither glide nor appear in the black robes like the magical creatures do. But they could suck the happiness from you.

These are the persons who are never seem to be happy, never stop complaining about others and things. They have desires, at least they say so, but they wont try to fulfill them. They expect someone to do it for them. If someone did it they are happy. But their expression of happiness is diffrent from ours. When we are happy, we smile, we laugh in some cases we even jump. When they are not complaining about something you could make a guess that they are happy with it. Or there is another possibility ,may be thry are thinking hard on what to complain next!!

They give an impression that 'The whole world conspires to hurt them'.

No, no, dont think that i have included the ppl for those life is really hard...i was talking about the ppl who cry over little things like ...when the other person did not take the call or there is house-full board when they went to a movie. More importantly when the other person did not obey them.

If u have a rigid soul you might feel boredom if u are sensitive you will feel their depression...the worst happens when u start enjoying that depression and talking about it. In this way another dementor takes birth.

Interesting point to observe here is, u will come to know that a particular person is dementor, only after they choose u as target. They usually choose person who they love or whom they could influence. The struggle starts if your loved one is a dementor, you try to make them happy, ..and they deny to be happy. Sometimes its fun to observe how they could turn a positive situation into negetive and then start crying. They dont follow the one of hte simple rules of happy life " change what u cant accept and accept what you cant change'..they wont accept anything and they wont try to change them. Just like a happy person an unhappy person will always find a reason to be unhappy.

They chide about everything, ur shirt, room, ur behavior. Somehow they give an impression that they want you to be the best, so they start advising you....about everything. When you are tired of taking advises and explain them why cant you do something as advised ....they will get a reason to cry again...you dont follow their advice and u dont respect them. When you try to advise them they take it as criticism......you criticize them becoz you dont respect them..waaaaaaa

As far as i observed these people are hypocrites, confident (for aquitence) and supportive, The more you try to know them the more they seem to be getting into depression.

And dont think that they are not happy. They are happy by talking about unhappy things. My guess is , there are intellignet beings..their minds works faster..and when dont have the proper mind-work daily...so their mind become evil.

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Romancing with greif

Many said many things about grief. But just like love,friendship and fear its a feeling. You dont know it unless it creeps into your soul. It will make you bow. Each time you try to erase the memories which causes it, it will get strengthened. Try to ignore it, you still remember it. Then slowly you will see the cause of it around you, in day to day life. Suddenly you will develop a feeling that the whole world decided to remind the cause of it. You will get a doubt that, is the world mocking at me, i thought nobody knows about, how come the world knew it?

Finally I realized at the back of my mind that I cant keep on running from the memories. I had to surrender. I started to allow the grief to get sunk in my soul. The more in drowned in my heart the more I see the cause of it. And the reminder of the cause makes me restless. I become silent. Somehow I started enjoying it. I find the urge to talk about it with someone, but I had to get the control.

Its easy to beat a logic with emotion. But its damn hard to beat emotion with logic. We knew that the audience wont kill us if we made a mistake but still we get scared of being on stage. Its always hard to control an emotion. Blood pressure will rise when you are in emotion, especially a very powerful emotion, something like grief or a shock or fear. We feel the pressure at the heart. Its as if the blood is getting accumulated there. The chest area becomes heavy and we find it hard to breath. The funniest part is, this blood pressure made us to think that we feel with the heart and think with the mind. When we are sad, a deep sorrow, our body follows some mechanism which made the BP to go high, its just that. We feel and think in the mind. Heart does not contain any feelings except blood.

There are two affects of grief. One: you become silent, unresponsive for a period of time. You feel like something gripped your body so hard taht it become numb. Numbness is not a pleasure to enjoy all the time. Its a discomfort which makes the body senceless for sometime. The initial period is like that. You dont feel anything from outside, numbness makes the physical part to disfunction for sometime, grief has the same affect on your soul. You cant enjoy simple things in life, you get angry for simple reasons and the worst thing is you cant control your anger. Whenever you got hold of the emotion you become another person, you ignore the suggestions and warnings from your logical mind. You feel what you feel and what you do is the right thing to do at that time. When the emotion fades away and when the emotional and logical parts got the equilibrium you shall have the proper judgment.In this whole period grief is at the surface, its the garbage which blocks the way of rays of hope and happiness from the outside world to the bottom of your soul. The outside world would see the dirty surface and start judging you. Well, you cant blame, we usually believe what we see.

After this initial stage, slowly logical part will try to take hold of you, but still the emotional one is powerful. At this stage, we cant suppress our anger completely but we can choose on whom we can dump it. As a social person, I cant shout at people who are my acquitance and not-so-close friends. So we direct all the anger on the loved ones, thinking and feeling that they will understand our emotions and they can bare it.

For first few times it's okey for them. After that they will start thinking that, why the hell he is only angry at me? Does he love me any more? Why am i the scapegoat always, I love him, it doesnot mean them he can shout at me...I think we lost the connection between us. And the others will start revolting against you, and you will be confused and you will start getting the same doubt. I love them and I thought they loved me, cant they bare when i am mess?? Are they really the people I loved and believed? Does love means be with the person if and only if they are not-sad??. We cant blame them because we never did explain them what exactly happened.

Their revolt will add more grief. After being with it for a long time, I got boredom. I realized that I had to move on. I indulged myself into new hobbies, just keep my mind busy. I started enjoying the rock music with full sound. I keep the volume so high, hoping that the invisible sound waves from the speakers or from the earphones will clean my mind and soul. I started to pull my self, I started calling friends who I ignored in the initial stage. I dont want to be alone, I got an urge to speak to a good listener. Who listens me and keep me talking without giving me some advise or correcting me in the middle. I realized how much irritating when someone inturrepts when you are talking emotionally.

I did not find any. My relationships with the lost ones were not healed yet. Again I started thinking from others point of view and started hating myself for directing my anger on them. But i started living again.To keep the emotion part alive, I always need food for my mind . I would call this process, Moving!!! The dirty part from the surface is still going down, contaminating the whole emotional thing.

Now I become a sensible and logical human being again. But this time I am strong regarding handling emotions and more logical. My past relations are healing up. The dirty part settled at the bottom. Covering considerable area of bottom from outside light. The onlookers cant see it, only who dive in the lake may observe it. But I put up danger signs at the shore.

But anything which reminds me the cause of the grief, I will go back to stage one for some time. I tried to sink it further, so that it will be part of my life i.e everyday life and I need not respond to it emotionally.

As they say, everything happens for good, I learned a new lesson which i think and feel good. The lesson is you cant be logical to the people you love. You are emotional. You cant hide emotions from them. You cant deal with them just like you did with the collegue or acquittance. If you could do it....then the people around you are always happy.

Admire me!!!

For a long time I have been observing one thing in people that lot of them crave for either admiration or pity. I think that gives them the happiness of being important or great.

As we admire people who are greater than us, there are two ways to get admiration. Prove or at least say that you are better than others in certain areas. You could talk about the extra work u have done in the office (Eventhough its for ur own incentives wrap the fact with things "just doing a favor for my frnd" or "i am doing it becoz it helps the company to grow") or about ur past achievements like "I bowled Laxman many times while practicing, he says i am best the bowler compared to srinath (You probably met him once in LB Stadium while taking an autograph)" or "Mahesh babu used to copy my maths homework". We come across many ppl like that, in buses, in trains, mainly while traveling. Because when I am not going see ur face for second time, i could say whatever i want to say. This is type-1 of getting admiration from others, where you boast yourself about ur virtues, values u have, the achievements you have made (Does not matter, true or false) If you does not have anything to boast about yourself , praise your caste, religion, your skin color, the region you belong to ....etc etc

The type-2 method is a cruel one. In this method, you will degrade the otherperson so that you are relatively better than him, so you deserve admiration. This is theory of relativity. "You belong to lower caste, i belong to upper one so respect me, admire me because god has chosen me to give birth as uppercast fellow not you" or "oooh, dude, look at him he is black as coal, in the darkness you can only see his eyes n teeth" or "i am a man, as a lady you are weaker than me, so obey me, even Bharateeya samskruti sampradayalu supports me", "i belong to that religion which is better than yours".

If you have more area of land in your control then you are better than others. Might be this is the reason for half of the wars happened in the history. Alexander thought if he could conquer the world he would be the greatest of all in the world, deserving un-ending admiration Every religion claims that there is only one god, and that god or his son belongs their religion so other religions are without any god, so practicing them is waste of time. Jews thought christian philosophy is not right, after few centuries christians starting think that jews are burden to the world. Christrians (Extremists) claim that only their religion gives peace so get baptised, muslims (Extremists) think that rest of all religions are aginst god, so erase them, hindus(Extreamits) always think in vedas details about every techonlogy is written , thiers is the oldest civilization, as the stupid proverb goes, old is gold, thirs is best religion so every non-hindu must leave this country, dead or alive, or they should obey hindus n respect them.

Europeans thought having white skin is a great thing. They behaved with others as if having a black-skin is a sin. And we all know how colored people still struggling with that dogma.

I am working in an MNC so i am better than you as you are working for a domestic company. I am better than you, because i work in software , u work in non-software. I am better than you, because i am getting paid more than you.

Even the local political parties do the same thing, instead of talking about their own good qualities, they spend most of the time how rest of the parties are bad.

Cant we put an end to this? Cant to we treat the other person, in the same way we treat ourselves. Cant we eradicate the feeling of i-am-better-than-you. Cant we enjoy the equality even after school or college , where we enjoyed with our friends, freaking out and laughing with them irrespective of the academics or his/her family background? Lets give a thought about it.......

Greatest virtue in the world---laziness!!

Often people see laziness as vice, but i guess its a virtue. And its the driving force which makes the world move forward. We are too lazy to move our hands to communicate so we learned how to speak. And some people went too far, they dont want to move their jaws to communicate, they will just give expressions and expect us to understand. We are too lazy to understand that expressions from their point of view and we will just assume whatever come to our mind, leading to misunderstandings.

We are lazy togo n kill a person with small arms, we developed guns. Students r too lazy to work hard so they copy in the exams.

We are lazy to goto bank and do the transaction, so they invented online banking. And mobile banking come to our rescue when we are lazy to sit before a computer to do the bank work!!

We often use "k" insted of "ok" while smsing or chatting, dont u think its funny? If we dont have laziness why would anyone invent a tv remote? And even slavery is result of our laziness.

Especialy we indians are too lazy to do anything. We are too lazy to raise our voice against injustice. We lazy to cast our vote. Lazy to take precuations untill something bad happens. Lazy to know what happening to the country. So usually we depend upon the cab-gossips, bus-chats to improve our knowledges.

But we are the best in claiming that we are not lazy. We invented nothing expect zero, but we claim every scintific invention from radio waves to nuclear bomb, stolen from our vedas by foregners. We talk about politics though we never use power of vote. Lazy enough to go n pay our taxes, but we complain about bumping roads to power cuts. We are lazy to goto theater to watch a film, so we use piracy CD's. We talk about indian traditions n customs but lazy to learn sanskrit and lazy to conduct the marriage for 5 days.

Men are lzier than women. Its not the attribute we men develope while growing, its hardwired in our mind even before taking birth.Its considered that boyz prefer to sleep in the womb not like girls who move n kick their mothers from inside.

If u dont have laziness that indicates, u r not happy.You work on something if it is not acceptable to you or there is something u think not going in the right way. You want to change that n create a mess. Women always do that. They clean the room everyday and still doesnt where they kept the mobile or remote or handbag. We men developed memory power to balance our virtue.

The indian philosophy comes to handy in this regard, that its not real. We are living in maya, just like matrix. Then what is point of working hard when its not real.

Lets take a test to check how lazy u are, answer the following questions and find that out

1. I will never use T9 while texting and i wont use so called sms language.

2. I goto theater stand in the queue and take tickets, never use online booking or telephone booking

3. I goto Railway station n fillup the reservation form , never reserved through online.

4. My room is alway is clean, tidy and sophisticated.

5. After drinking tea or anything at home i will put the glass in the sink.

6. I work out daily.

7.I dont use speed dial in my mobile.

8. I never forgot taking Id card to office.

Now tell me how much lazy u r?

Home alone!!

I am alone at home for past 10days, enjoying the home without any restrictions. The day my mom and dad went out of station it was in their style now its in my style. Sanjeev's style....complete mess. The floor become sticky due to dust. Ofcourse my foot dont touch the floor because news papers are scattered everywhere. If some guests come to home they cant identify which one is hall , which one is bedroom and kitchen. Unclean dishes are everywhere in the house. Some acheived to transform the my house that is 'home sweet home' to bachelors room.

I am lazy to wash dishes and even lazy to throw them in backyard to let maid clean it. So since last week i have been using rice bowl for tea and same glass to have it. No need to mention about the process called "washing cloths"(Doing it now).

But in these 10 days i have leant some new skills...i would say life saving skills...like preparing maggi. Even i experimented on potato fry (added some sugar to it along with chilli and salt....not so good but eatable.

Well, today i have learnt a new thing about human psychology or my psychology. That is whenever we feel great about something that depends upon many constraints which we even dont know. If u ever enjoyed a cappuccino at coffee day or somewhere when u felt like 'wow' its not the coffee alone made u feel like that even the ambiance , the music they are playing, glass in which it is served, the politeness of the waiter, the ac and even the chair.

Today i made cappuccino at home. Its instant coffee make from bru. A cold one. I would appreciate it when i had it at some restaurant served in a tall glass with a lemon and straw.

The process is simple, cut the packet, empty it in an glass and pour chilled water,stir it and wait for the creamy forth to rise. Its as per the instructions. I cut the sachet, emptied it in a steel water mug (all the glasses are yet to be clean) then i added water and stirred it with a knife ( status of spoons and glasses are same), waited 5 min for the creamy thing. Nothing formed except the foam which is formed when i stirred it. I thought its ok and started sipping it. It was sour. I read the instructions again, i was right in making it. Dont know where i went wrong. Then i waited some more time hoping the creamy thing pop up. No, nothing happened. By that time it lost is coldness and when i sipped it, it tasted like the ordinary morning filter coffee which lost its heat by evening. ( I am good at forgetting things!!). I tried to complete it with my will power but my will power is very low then i gave up. Now coconut tree in the backyard drinking it. I wonder how it is feeling while having it. I hoping to get cappuccino coconuts from now on.

Day after tomorrow is the big day. My parents will come to hyderabad. I am trying to make the house 'home sweet home' again. I dont now why ppl lke neat and tidy houses., wish to kill that fellow who first said "cleanliness is next to godliness". My mom wont understand when i say "i am an agnostic, so i need not work for cleanliness".

About diaries....

Do you have the habit of writing? I dont; but i have tried many times though unsuccessfully. People say its a good thing to maintain a diary, so that they sneak into your thoughts and personal life!!!

But writing a diary is useful thing i suppose, if you become a great person in future it will be handy to the writer who is writing ur biography, and to you if u start an autobiography. Anyway its useful..

Yesterday i started reading "Ralu rappalu" by Tapi dharmarao. Its his autobiography. And according to him its hard to write ones autobiography without a diary. You have to dig up ur past. I agree with that.

Today i started readying "The diary of nobody". Its a fiction inform of an autobiography. But i like the writing style. Its a list of events according to date on which they are performed. Its just like a diary everyone writes. Including the trivial things which makes it fun to read.

When i was primary school i had this habit. I used to forgot about it for few days they i used to fill those with "Roju laage jarigindi....means like any other day". I could somebody find something worth to write about everyday.

Of late one of my net-friend told me to write a new event you have learnt that day. I thought its a good idea to start off. But am i learning something new everyday. That day i learned that i am not learning anything new so there is nothing to write about...may be an excuse to skip the tedious job of maintaining a diary.

ppl say only hardworking men will get the glory and will become great. So according to that argument lazy ppl dont become great, so nobody going to write a biography of him and nobody going to read his autobiography. So what is the point of maintaining a diary.

Please dont say that writing a diary is not for biography or autobiography its for self-reading. Its an old argument. The new personality development courses says that forget the past look into the future. When u want to look into the future why u wish to read your past. Reading ur past is not a good thing. It will remind the dumb things u have performed and the bad things others done to you. It will create a negetive feeling in your heart. When u remember the odd and dumb things u have done, its likely that you become intravert and inferiority complex patient. Thats bad. If u remember the bad things others have done to you, ur heart will be filled with venom called revenge. Even this is bad. And when some new happiness is waiting for you why would u ponder ur self in the already enjoyed happiness. Again bad.

So, i conclude that writing diary is a bad thing if u dont become a great person.

Art of teasing people........some of my methods

For a long time I did not update my blog, so thought I should write something....then I shattered my brain for ideas, didn't get any. Then I thought I should write one of my interesting topics "The art of teasing ppl" when I say teasing, I mean pulling legs not harassing or humiliating or hurting them. And these are some of the methods I applied on people and found them successful.

1. It is easy to tease who believe in god. Just make them feel that they are atheist. Blame them that they are not performing the rituals for the sake of god, its just show off. This will really irritate them. And try to use heavy words like "Bharateeaya samskruti sampradayalu" . No option left to them except being helpless even to retort.

2. Next category of people you can easily irritate is boozers. Say them at your face the you are a boozer, call them 'ore...tagubothoda'. Each time they met you, remind them that they are boozers. Whenever they say something, just say "Nenu taagubotolla maatalu nammanu raa". Make him a drunkard in front of others. Really teasing a boozer is real fun.

3. Pronounce their name many times, if possible their full name, before and after every sentence you speak. This will work with everyone, even with your mother ( I used to do that when I am a child). Say "Amma, aakalestondi amma, amma annama pettava amma, amma kitchen lo pedatava leka hall lo pedatava amma, amma em koora vandavamma, amma perugu leda amma" like that. Communication books says taht for every person their name is the sweetest one, so give them the same sweet in tons, after some time I am sure they feel like "Oh god, I will give you anything if he stops pronouncing my name, I cant hear my name these many times". Make sure that you pronounce their name with same modulation.

4. Repeat their catchy words. Some people have the habit of talking in low voice without seeing at your face. They are speaking to you. Even you listen what they spoke, if they are talking to you facing other side, ask them "Are you talking to your self or you are talking to me". Repeat the same whenever they are not facing towards you and talking.

5. Talk to them too affectionately. Make your words, modulation and body language so affectionate that they should run away from you. I tested it on my sister. Its a success. This method when mixed with repetitive name method will produce wonderful results. For example "Tinnava raji, tinava raji, enduku raji, ontlo baleda raji, doctore daggaraki veldama raji, nu tinakapothe naaku elano untundi raji, koncham anna tinu raji" like that. My sister is a very good victim.

6. Throwing sarcastic dialogs is something common in close friends. When you are chitchatting with your friends and someone bowls a sarcastic ball on another, tell the second person explicitly that the first one is insulting him. This will create an embarrassment in both the fellows. The second fellow will make a face and will say " I can understand this" and first will start defending himself and will say "No i am not being sarcastic" and finally both of them end up bickering.

7. Showing others their own mistakes will really piss them off. Even though they are so called open minded and ppl-who-can-accept-their-own-mistakes. Showing them their mistakes or analyzing their actions will really hurt their ego.

8. Speak in their own accent. With same modulation and similar words. At first they wont recognize it, but later they will understand. For that u need to observe their usage of words very carefully.

9.This one is a old one, i used it on my competitor in studies when i am in school. fortunately or unfortunately he become the class leader and as one of the duties of leader he was doing the job of writing the names of students who are disturbing the calmness of the class in absence of teacher. I used to sit in the last bench. I started giving him a big smile with lips closed without moving my gaze from him. I am not making any noise nor i am disturbing others from studying. I am not doing anything that can be called wrong. Just smiling with the constant gaze at him. He got irate, irritated he deliberately wish to write my name on the board and get me the punishments, but on what grounds? At last he asked me, why are smiling at me. I said nothing. He cant even complain to teacher. I really enjoyed teasing him, hitting him. Try this one, it will make others boil.

10. This one is on my friend in b.tech who is flirting with one of the young lecturer. I started writing poetry on them and i used to read the poetry while walking from bus stop to college everyday. After 7 to 8 such poems he stopped flirting with her in the class and one day came to my home to request me not to write such poetry anymore.

11. There are many methods like, lecturing ppl on the etiquette, morality , language and posing as a gnyan guru, giving them missed calls when they are deliberately waiting for the call from their date, giving a same smile each time there is an eye contact. When some one watching their fav actor/actress movie ask too many questions, like, is he the villain, what is he doing, why is he doing like that, why she is crying etc etc. If someone likes the old melodies sing the remix version of it including beats (make the beat music with mouth, du du dish , like that, this will irate them more). asking too many questions like what , why , how and where (Enduku , emiti and elaaa?) and be poetic while speaking or writing and make them get confused about what u are saying. Say that the other person is too good and u are very glad to have such a person as friend, say it in different ways, at different places and times, this will make them blush, or proud. If they felt proud about that they will say that to the common friend and then he will will say " antaledu....sanju ki vetakaram ekkuva..." that will spoil their mood. My friend is the victim for this. One more method is praising them a lot.

One of the cruel form of teasing is, giving others a book or movie after telling the suspense part. I was the victim of it. This will really irritates you, self experience guys.

You know one thing, after reading this post some of my victims want to kill me. To tease them i will make sure that they will read it. If u have any new ideas, share them guys, lets make this world a friendly place to live.

What an idea sir ji!!!!

Have u seen the ad film my idea mobiles staring abhishek bachan....where he is the leader of the village and passes a rule that no one should have normal names and must have only numbers as names just like the computers have IP address. At first when I saw the ad, I thought it is really great idea..if every persion tells his number insted of name we cant identify in which relegion he belogs, so no barriers.

After that I thought, the new system of names will re-written rules of identifications and will form new casts and relegions. Might be we have airtel relegion, vodafone relegion, idea relegion, reliance and bsnl relegion. And religions we have upper casts and lower casts again. The one who will have golden, fancy numbers will be considered as great in the socity. We will have odd people (Whose mobile number ends with odd number) and even ppl. As the numbers are our names, numerology comes into picture. Ppl dont appreciate when one subscriber of the company marries or date with other company subscriber. The company wich has more subscriber will be the powerful relegion. The foreign companies will have to face the indian compnaies. Ppl will ask u "why u choosed that foreign company when u have our own indian companies?". So some "sangh parivar" will be formed to force all the indians to use indian companies and spreads the hatred about others. And the foreign comapnies will have their own strategies to win more subscribers. It's war again, it's the dirty cast feelings again. We will have all that crap in the new system also.

When we are bound to show our superiority over other, no matter what naming system we adopt it does not make any diffrence.

Why cant we????

why cant we enjoy the city? Why do ppl say they love villages, crops, surrise at beach, group of birds flying in the sky, flowing water and a long walk on the beach. Why many ppl say they enjoy these things?? Are we mentally hardwired only to enjoy things from nature? Or it is heriditry we got from our elders? Or we thinking individually according to the time or our thoughts are influenced? I know many ppl who started stamp collection as hobby because it is mentioned as best in the text books and it's a hobby of many great leaders. Are we enjoying nature in the same way?? Do we enjoy nature things because nature is the thing used by many poets & writers?? Why everybody belives that old classics, old movies are best compared to present? Is it because their parents and grand parents praised the old things? Are we getting influenced from our childhood by our parents or our socienty we live in??

Why cant we enjoy our own surroundings? Cant we enjoy the head lights of the speed cars on the high way? The light from them looks as if something desperately trying to penetrate throgh the dark, leaving the same darkness behind it! Cant we enjoy the heavy traffic which looks like a large army attacking on something and trying very hard to bypass the red traffic light monster which they cant defete. Insted of enjoying the sunrise at bay cant we enjoy the sun rise over the large buildings where the sun rises like a color changing, round shaped helium baloon?? Why cant we enjoy the glittering city at night which says "hey sun, we are not dependent on you, either u are awake or not we are going to lead our life 24X7". Cant we enjoy the clicking sounds of keyboard while typing, if u observe ther is a beautiful music in it. Drop a city guy in a village , I am sure after some days he will miss the large hordings on the road side.

Everybody says that carnatic music is soothig, how many atleast try to listen it? Many complain that there no good literature in telugu and that's the reason they read english, just ask them how many they read in telugu? Many prise ayurvedic is so great and it can cure anything, will they use it? You can observe many guys clad with comfortable geans and t-shirts say that they like gals in treditional things like half- saree? What if gals start saying they like guys in dhoti?
Why does most of the politicians love have white cloths on them? Why t-shirt is not considered as a formal? why a guy who goes to temple regularly is considered as a good boy? Why many girls are discouraged to have westren clothes on them when they go to temple or while attending some puja?Why should I try a software job to get appoval of the society as a worthy guy? Why many say "The hindu" is the best news paper while "Deccan chronicle" has more sales than any other? Why many praise old things? Why classics are praised by everybody and no one reads them? Why british english considered as rich compared to american?

Are we not a bunch of hypocrites? Why the hyprocracy developes in us? Why should I praise something in which I have no beleif? Is it impress someone? or to show the world that I know more than u? or to say " I remember my roots, I follow treditiones, so iam beter than u?"
Why cant we folllow what we say?

bhairav maharaj ki jai

Do you like dogs? oooh yes, i mean pet dogs...psychologists says having pet dog or cat at home will reduce ur tensions!!
And I request you to go against all people who kill dogs!! Can't you forgive the poor dogs which go mad becoz of the lack of food, too much heat outside and too much population sometimes. Dont u behave crazy, when u get frustrated? Are you not kind to forgive a person who shouted at you becoz of his/her frustration? Then why cant u show some to the poor stray dogs? We should love them in fact..... whenever a stray dog attacked give it a cake ( munnabhai philosophy) when it bit ur one leg, just show another leg to it. If it killed one baby....what's the problem? we have so many kids in India...dogs are helping to reduce our population..... whenever a dog attacked you....don't think that u r suffering.....be a good hearted human.... think like u just helped a poor creature of god (i.e dog) , to unload it's angry on u. And when u get rabbis...don't think it's ur fate...in fact u r helping a doctor and a medical factory. When a man can kill a man, a man can kill a dog, why cant a dog can kill man. we are all equal in gods creation.
why u make so much fuss, when a dog kills one or two ppl, even they are ur loved ones. Whats wrong with you?

In this matter I support Menaka Gandhi and Amala Akkineni, eventhouh they never walked on a street where stray dogs stay (do u think they dont have guts to do that, no u r wrong), they are fighting for them. Do you think it's for fame? (u r wrong again!) It's all about showing love and kindness on other creatures....In my view, it's wrong to kill any gods creature, let it be a man, a cat, even a mosquito. What makes u think that, u can kill other beings? why dont u think a dog bite u, as u bite him in the previous janma? y dont u think like, it's becoz of ur shani at a wrong house at dat time?
why dont u fallow our tradition of respecting a dog as lion of village ( grama simham). Even we have bhairava temple at kasi.

so all i want to say is......... give it hug when it barked at u ( jadu ki chupki.... munna bhai -1 ) that should reduce it's iritation, show it another leg when it bite u ( gandhi giri), if someone killed ..... think that's what brahma wrote on the forehead ( even brahma loves dogs....see any picture of him...he will be surrounded by 4 or 5 dogs..... which look just like our indian stray dogs) you can do nothing about it. It's not in ur hands ( karma siddantam). And join in some NGO which protects dogs, an organization which loves and thinks about dogs and other creature when compared to human.

At least pass dis message to all ur buddy list "Support Menaka gandhi, Plz Dont kill stray dogs, they are representatives of lord bhairava, send this message to all ur buddy list within 10 seconds or u will get bite by a dog withing 10 days"

how to get the things done!!!!

At last........i written my final sem exams.........now waiting for results.....
4 yrs of un-understandable, long and boaring journey.........the journey really hurt me......really...........but that's what life i belive........it puts exams before the theory part.......

smilings, laughts, teasings, iritation,hopelesness, angry, cry, happy and confusion..........i can describe my coll life with thease words........the four long years of journey
taught me something........something i lack before the journey started.........n the something is "how ppl behave"....
people say many things........don't belive them......they say........when ur good at mind n heart ur looks does not matter........it's a lie
ur looks matters everywhere.........it's ur handwriting n number of pages u blakend gets u the marks n gud %.........not the subject u know.......not wat u write there
it's ur bodylanguage, ur voice modulation , ur eyecontact level.........that matters......not the words u shoot at others.....n not what u think abt others.....learn to act.....act
like u respect the other party most.......or he is best buddy.....just act like that....never live like that
people say gossiping is wrong.........no one bothers u , if u don't gossip.........i can ensure that......pakka......so create gossips....or atleast help da gossip to spread..
people say help others without expecting anything in return.......n they will example too.....they in helping men shud fallow trees.........they give u fruits......but excpect
nothing in return.......another lie
it's ok to help others........n before helping others make a confirmation that........others r in a position to help u........or else....forget abt them.....u don't need......who can't
help u
if at all u help others.......don't feel shy to give full publicity to it.....
people say "live n let live"........that's right......let the others live......if and only if they r usefull to u........they help u in growing.......if their growth rate is heigher than
u.........kill ur conscience n become a backstabber........
make ur lecterers *feel* that.....ther r great..........ask them silly questions in subject.........ask them the questions foe whih ther knew da answer.......never ask ur *real
doubts*.....if they can't answer u........they develop infiriority complex n *will* turn hostile towards u........that definatly effects ur internel n lab marks....pretend like they r da
best teachers u ever see......
never try to understand anything........take everything as it is...........don't try to figure out how dis works n how that works..........just remeber they works.......n jold down in
exams........never think!!!
wrap ur self with so called good qualities before gals......change both ur verbel n body language in girls premisses.......eventhough u don;t know her......n u have no intentiopn
to go 4 a date with her...........just become a *good boy* b4 gals...........n use vulger language to refer them b4 ur friends......that makes u a coll guy.....
the abstract of wat i learned is............don't be good........look gud n act good........dis is the way works with world.......

doing bad for good or good for bad?

naxals are trying to do something these days........some times they are winning n sometimes losing.....but what they actually doing? are they doing something bad for good OR doing good for bad?

Actually naxals are formed to invade landlords who don't pay minimum salary to their works......it's a fight on the people who wants to control the lower class. All they want is equity...no class pehonomenon.

And they are trying very hard to get what they want and they r deperate in their fight.
In andhra pradesh naxalism started first in srikakulam area n spread all over a.p


They belive that india now is not good........it must be free from classes. I never understand one thing about them............if their fight against landlords n for class less community........why they are blasting buses,telephone exchanges, railway stations?

Do they don't want them?? it's ok if they don't want it but people of the village want them......everytime they want to show the world that they still exists..........they do some thing bad thinking that they are doing good.

Just think of urself when there is no transport and comuunication.... ur lost....ur just isolated.....without transport and communication.

same thing happends to a village......as my college is near a village i know how important how important transport is them.........in the early moring they start with milk-cans on the bus to the city.

And definatly miss thir some money if tehy don't catch the bus....... n they are getting a hell of problems when naxals blow buses to show their existance.

Naxals generally blow telephone excahges and railway stations again i don''t understand the reason for their blasts.

thanx to cell phones now villagers can communicate with the other world even naxals do something.

If they want to endure people ..........then what diffrence b/w a naxal and an ISI agent.........both of them want the people of india suffer?

Are naxlas fighting for a better india without classes or for an india without any development?

are they fighting for ppl of india or they supporting ISI?

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the story behind valentines day!!!!

hi frnz, hope u enjoyed feb 14th well

do u know why we are celbrating valentineday on feb 14th.. not on any other day...... and y the day is named as valentine day

Acoording to some magazine the story goes like this......

Long long ago.....................lol
when second kladius was ruling Rome, he thought that becoz of marrage, children......... all these nonsence his army is not fighting properly and most of the youngsters are not willing join in army.

So, he made a rule that "no one shold marry" in rome

Then our hero..... st.valentine opposed him by raising a revolution and went to jail.
In jail he falls in love with the daughter of jailer who is blind...

And the king exicuted him on feb 14th.

so from then, we are celebrating it.........

got it now??
y on feb 14th

about fab city!!!

After a long time , a good change is going to be happend in andhra software industry.

Hyderabad got fab city, which will make hyd no.1 in city in india kicking banglore from it's first position.

But do u know how we got the fab city......

1. A news published in Times Of India says that our CM played some politics. He told sonia gandhi that "andhra pradesh did not get any new company inn since chandrababu nayudu came. And most of the industries in chandrababu nayudu time were closed leaving unemplyement and a.p is not developed in any aspect and mainly regarding software field it's condition is poor (do u believe that?)

2. And becoz of the un-stable politics in karnataka from last 3-months

3. B'coz of the dirty traffic and more cost of living in b'lore when compared to hyderabad.

india , bharat and hindustan!! why our country got these names

The fact is that true “Hinduism” is based on Vedic knowledge, which is related to our spiritual identity. Many people do accept it to mean the same thing as Sanatana-dharma, which is a more accurate Sanskrit term for the Vedic path. Such an identity is beyond any temporary names as Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, or even Hindu. After all, God never describes Himself as belonging to any such category, saying that He is only a Christian God, or a Muslim God, or a Hindu God. That is why some of the greatest spiritual masters from India have avoided identifying themselves only as Hindus. The Vedic path is eternal, and therefore beyond all such temporary designations. So am I calling the name “Hindu” a temporary designation?

We must remember that the term “hindu” is not even Sanskrit. Numerous scholars say it is not found in any of the Vedic literature. So how can such a name truly represent the Vedic path or culture? And without the Vedic literature, there is no basis for “Hinduism.”

Most scholars feel that the name “Hindu” was developed by outsiders, invaders who could not pronounce the name of the Sindhu River properly. Some sources report that it was Alexander the Great who first renamed the River Sindhu as the Indu, dropping the beginning “S”, thus making it easier for the Greeks to pronounce. This became known as the Indus. This was when Alexander invaded India around 325 B.C. His Macedonian forces thereafter called the land east of the Indus as India, a name used especially during the British regime.

Later, when the Muslim invaders arrived from such places as Afghanistan and Persia, they called the Sindhu River the Hindu River. Thereafter, the name “Hindu” was used to describe the inhabitants from that tract of land in the northwestern provinces of India where the Sindhu River is located, and the region itself was called “Hindustan.” Because the Sanskrit sound of “S” converts to “H” in the Parsee language, the Muslims pronounced the Sindhu as “hindu,” even though at the time the people of the area did not use the name “hindu” themselves. This word was used by the Muslim foreigners to identify the people and the religion of those who lived in that area. Thereafter, even the Indians conformed to these standards as set by those in power and used the names Hindu and Hindustan. Otherwise, the word has no meaning except for those who place value on it or now use it out of convenience.

Another view of the name “Hindu” shows the confusing nature it causes for understanding the true essence of the spiritual paths of India. As written be R. N. Suryanarayan in his book Universal Religion (p.1-2, published in Mysore in 1952), “The political situation of our country from centuries past, say 20-25 centuries, has made it very difficult to understand the nature of this nation and its religion. The western scholars, and historians, too, have failed to trace the true name of this Brahmanland, a vast continent-like country, and therefore, they have contented themselves by calling it by that meaningless term ‘Hindu’. This word, which is a foreign innovation, is not made use by any of our Sanskrit writers and revered Acharyas in their works. It seems that political power was responsible for insisting upon continuous use of the word Hindu. The word Hindu is found, of course, in Persian literature. Hindu-e-falak means ‘the black of the sky’ and ‘Saturn’. In the Arabic language Hind not Hindu means nation. It is shameful and ridiculous to have read all along in history that the name Hindu was given by the Persians to the people of our country when they landed on the sacred soil of Sindhu.”

Another view of the source of the name Hindu is based on a derogatory meaning. It is said that, “Moreover, it is correct that this name [Hindu] has been given to the original Aryan race of the region by Muslim invaders to humiliate them. In Persian, says our author, the word means slave, and according to Islam, all those who did not embrace Islam were termed as slaves.” (Maharishi Shri Dayanand Saraswati Aur Unka Kaam, edited by Lala Lajpat Rai, published in Lahore, 1898, in the Introduction)

Furthermore, a Persian dictionary titled Lughet-e-Kishwari, published in Lucknow in 1964, gives the meaning of the word Hindu as “chore [thief], dakoo [dacoit], raahzan [waylayer], and ghulam [slave].” In another dictionary, Urdu-Feroze-ul-Laghat (Part One, p. 615) the Persian meaning of the word Hindu is further described as barda (obedient servant), sia faam (balck color) and kaalaa (black). So these are all derogatory expressions for the translation of the term hindu in the Persian label of the people of India.

So, basically, Hindu is merely a continuation of a Muslim term that became popular only within the last 1300 years. In this way, we can understand that it is not a valid Sanskrit term, nor does it have anything to do with the true Vedic culture or the Vedic spiritual path. No religion ever existed that was called “Hinduism” until the Indian people in general placed value on that name and accepted its use. So is it any wonder that some Indian acharyas and Vedic organizations do not care to use the term?

The real confusion started when the name “Hinduism” was used to indicate the religion of the Indian people. The words “Hindu” and “Hinduism” were used frequently by the British with the effect of focusing on the religious differences between the Muslims and the people who became known as “Hindus”. This was done with the rather successful intention of creating friction among the people of India. This was in accord with the British policy of divide and rule to make it easier for their continued dominion over the country.

However, we should mention that others who try to justify the word “Hindu” present the idea that rishis of old, several thousand years ago, also called central India Hindustan, and the people who lived there Hindus. The following verse, said to be from the Vishnu Purana, Padma Purana and the Bruhaspati Samhita, is provided as proof, yet I am still waiting to learn the exact location where we can find this verse:

Aaasindo Sindhu Paryantham Yasyabharatha Bhoomikah

MathruBhuh Pithrubhoochaiva sah Vai Hindurithismrithaah

Another verse reads as: Sapta sindhu muthal Sindhu maha samudhram vareyulla Bharatha bhoomi aarkkellamaano Mathru bhoomiyum Pithru bhoomiyumayittullathu, avaraanu hindukkalaayi ariyappedunnathu. Both of these verses more or less indicate that whoever considers the land of Bharatha Bhoomi between Sapta Sindu and the Indian Ocean as his or her motherland and fatherland is known as Hindu. However, here we also have the real and ancient name of India mentioned, which is Bharata Bhoomi. “Bhoomi” (or Bhumi) means Mother Earth, but Bharata is the land of Bharata or Bharata-varsha, which is the land of India. In numerous Vedic references in the Puranas, Mahabharata and other Vedic texts, the area of India is referred to as Bharata-varsha or the land of Bharata and not as Hindustan. The name Bharata-varsha certainly helps capture the roots and glorious past of the country and its people.

Another couple of references that are used, though the exact location of which I am not sure, includes the following:

Himalayam Samaarafya Yaavat Hindu Sarovaram

Tham Devanirmmitham desham Hindustanam Prachakshathe

Himalyam muthal Indian maha samudhram vareyulla

devanirmmithamaya deshaththe Hindustanam ennu parayunnu


These again indicate that the region between the Himalayas and the Indian Ocean is called Hindustan. Thus, the conclusion of this is that all Indians are Hindus regardless of their caste and religion. Of course, not everyone is going to agree with that.

Others say that in the Rig Veda, Bharata is referred to as the country of “Sapta Sindhu”, i.e. the country of seven great rivers. This is, of course, acceptable. However, exactly which book and chapter this verse comes from needs to be clarified. Nonetheless, some say that the word “Sindhu” refers to rivers and sea, and not merely to the specific river called “Sindhu”. Furthermore, it is said that in Vedic Sanskrit, according to ancient dictionaries, “sa” was pronounced as “ha”. Thus “Sapta Sindhu” was pronounced as “Hapta Hindu”. So this is how the word “Hindu” is supposed to have come into being. It is also said that the ancient Persians referred to Bharat as “Hapta Hind”, as recorded in their ancient classic “Bem Riyadh”. So this is another reason why some scholars came to believe that the word “Hindu” had its origin in Persia.

Another theory is that the name “Hindu” does not even come from the name Sindhu. Mr. A. Krishna Kumar of Hyderabad, India explains. “This [Sindhu/Hindu] view is untenable since Indians at that time enviably ranked highest in the world in terms of civilization and wealth would not have been without a name. They were not the unknown aborigines waiting to be discovered, identified and Christened by foreigners.” He cites an argument from the book Self-Government in India by N. B. Pavgee, published in 1912. The author tells of an old Swami and Sanskrit scholar Mangal Nathji, who found an ancient Purana known as Brihannaradi in the Sham village, Hoshiarpur, Punjab. It contained this verse:

himalayam samarabhya yavat bindusarovaram

hindusthanamiti qyatam hi antaraksharayogatah

Again the exact location of this verse in the Purana is missing, but Kumar translates it as: “The country lying between the Himalayan mountains and Bindu Sarovara (Cape Comorin sea) is known as Hindusthan by combination of the first letter ‘hi’ of ‘Himalaya’ and the last compound letter ‘ndu’ of the word ‘Bindu.’”

This, of course, is supposed to have given rise to the name “Hindu”, indicating an indigenous origin. The conclusion of which is that people living in this area are thus known as “Hindus”.

So again, in any way these theories may present their information, and in any way you look at it, the name “Hindu” started simply as a bodily and regional designation. The name “Hindu” refers to a location and its people and originally had nothing to do with the philosophies, religion or culture of the people, which could certainly change from one thing to another. It is like saying that all people from India are Indians. Sure, that is acceptable as a name referring to a location, but what about their religion, faith and philosophy? These are known by numerous names according to the various outlooks and beliefs. Thus, they are not all Hindus, as many people who do not follow the Vedic system already object to calling themselves by that name. So “Hindu” is not the most appropriate name of a spiritual path, but the Sanskrit term of sanatana-dharma is much more accurate. The culture of the ancient Indians and their early history is Vedic culture or Vedic dharma. So it is more appropriate to use a name that is based on that culture for those who follow it, rather than a name that merely addresses the location of a people.

Unfortunately, the word “Hindu” has gradually been adopted by most everyone, even the Indians, and is presently applied in a very general way, so much so, in fact, that now “Hinduism” is often used to describe anything from religious activities to even Indian social or nationalistic events. Some of these so-called “Hindu” events are not endorsed in the Vedic literature, and, therefore, must be considered non-Vedic. Thus, not just anyone can call themselves a “Hindu” and still be considered a follower of the Vedic path. Nor can any activity casually be dubbed as a part of Hinduism and thoughtlessly be considered a part of the true Vedic culture.